Its Getting Weird

I have been in the new house about a month,and I feel like I am not alone. I hired a live in nanny/maid and she is telling me some crazy stuff. I am thinking this lady is really crazy. One thing that had me listing to her is that she said she use to work for my mom and dad.  When I went to go get Atsu from Africa, it was like old time. I remember him in just diapers. Its amazing how he remembers me tho.

  As we sat down for breakfast, I made the rules clear, sense there is some weird stuff that has been said in the house, I told them to never talk to someone they don't know. Always tell me if anything weird is happening.

 Atsu has showed me something on the computer that he has thought was weird. It went to his school folder.  As he showed me, the school bus was here. So he jumped off and told me not to answer anything that was asked. It maybe a trap. When I looked into his eyes, he was not kidding.

 After school, we enjoyed the outdoors in the water. I think it was about time to buy things for the kids to enjoy. It was a nice surprise to them.

 Atsu was in the tree house, he was playing spy on the neighbors. And as I turned to go in to let the kids play, He told me that I need to be careful. What a cute kid he is.

 I was drawing my ex boyfriend. I never new why he left. I just remember the great nights that we had. I always wanted to ask why he left. I wonder if I should go and ask?

 Time for bed, and Atsu was so scared he thought someone was watching him.

 I hear this loud scream coming from downstairs. Atsu...  I ran so fast down there to see if he was ok.
My heart was beating so fast.  I found him under his bed, so scared. I never seen anyone like that.
Atsu, Are you ok? You can come out, No one will hurt you. Please come out.

 I held him close, He told me there was a man looking in the windows. I asked, Are you sure? What did he look like. Atsu told me that it was dark out side.

 Just then I heard the neighbors dog bark and someone running. It scared me so bad. I am setting the house alarm tonight and will be getting things solved. This is not going to happen to my family.

 The next day I drove over to my exs house. I need to talk to him. At least to see why he left, and if he cant stay over to see if anyone comes back to the house. I will admit, I need a guy around. I will be expecting my other brothers and sisters soon. I have sent out for them, and they know I am ready to get them.  Plus I miss my ex,maybe its just it has been a long time sense I was in someones arms. Or the fact that I feel I am getting overwhelm and need some help. My ex seems to know how to make things right for me.

  I got to his house, His truck is there, but no one answers the door. So I went to the side door.

I was talking to his roomate, which is odd, I never new he had one and this was a freak of all freaks.

 I get a call,strange voice again, saying that I need to leave the house. Never come back. I don't belong. Made me think, who is following me and why am I in danger?

 I walk in to the room were me and my ex did a lot of making out. And it made me miss him more. But were was he? Next thing I know his freak room mate came in and scared me. He leaned in for a kiss and a fast grab on the ass.  Just grabbed the closest thing which was a pillow and hit him. Not much damage I could of done with it.,

 I yelled at him I think the neighbors heard me, his laugh and reaction was that he don't care. I think he liked it. What a jerk. I will tell my ex what he did, and he will take care of it. If he still cares about me.

  Later that night I had a dream that I went to Egypt. I had a call. This was getting weird, it felt so weird.

 Sitting around the fire and I am reading a book. I think this is the weirdest dream I have ever had. But I don't know who these other people are.

  As they get up and leave, one was left, I thought to make something and start small talk.

  I guess it didn't go anywhere I went to bed.

 In my dream I was asking some locals some questions. I remembering seeing them before,just dont know were.

  I found gold in my dream.lol

  Some dream. Now back to life. As I woke from my nap, I went down to the dinning table to see there is some stranger in there. I thought he was a friend.

  I read a bed time story, I asked Atsu if he knows that kid from somewhere. He answered that he claims he is a friend of the families.

  That night he went into Lans room she was sleeping.

  And as the house help seen him still in the house. she confronted him and asked what he was doing here. She new right off who he was.

  He started down to Atsu room and then left the house. I don't know what it was about or if he took anything. But for now one no one is allowed in the house.

I think about putting up cameras, but I don't want the kids to get worried. I want to tell them something is wrong. I feel like we are being watched.  Maybe I will find my ex boyfriend and let him know and he can stay a few days. Thats if I am still on his good side. But for now I will have to look for him and hopes the kids don't get scared.