I found out the reason why I couldn't find my ex is because he just so happen to move next door, I seen him out getting mail. Very odd. I ran over there full of excitement. I just had to tell him everything that has been going over the house and with me. Just like old times. I didn't even want to think we was broke up.
As he invited me in , I told him that I think there is something wrong and would like for him to just watch the house when he can. I told him that I am working on getting all my brothers and sisters back.
He gave me a hug and told me that things will be ok and that he misses me and he will help all that he can. He is glad that I came over to tell him. He thought I would stay mad at him forever..
He kissed me. The kiss was so nice and sweet, I forgot how his nice lips touching mine gave me chills. I felt the hunger to just take him right there.
I stopped. I had to pull away. I didn't want to rush things. After all he cheated on me,.So have to take things slow. I am suppose to be mad at him right now.
I went to sit on the couch to look at this book he had full of pictures. Then a guy that I thought looked very familiar to me,showed up. They talked very quite like to were I couldn't hear them.
Meanwhile Lan was at a friends house, She was telling her what has been going on at the house and how everyone is getting very scared and that if anything was to ever happen,there is a tree house,that's were she will be at.
I ended up leaving. I found that Atus was on the phone, like a weird threatening call, So I ended up call my now again boyfriend. He wasn't answering. How odd.
The next day he got my voicemail came straight over. I explained to him what the call was about and how it sounded and it scared my brother. I told him that in a couple of days my other brother from Egypt will be here. I found him on my trip over there.
He just grabbed me!! The hug was so great that I forgot all my worries. He told me not to worry he will take care of it all.
The passion we had between each other has never left. He new that I was wanting him bad. Didn't know cause it was a long time or that fact I want to be in his arms for comfort.
We ended up in my room tripping over each other. Was we taken this to fast? But it feels so right.
We got up off the floor cause he needed to tell me something. His look in his eyes had my heart beating so fast. I thought he was going to leave. He told me he wanted to move in and stay and help with all my brothers and sister. It felt so great knowing I have help now.
As he kissed me, it felt like a load off my shoulders.
He promised he would never leave me again.
I wanted to make sure he never leave me and give him something he never had from me before. I want to make it perfect.
I think he wanted to go a little bit faster then what I did. But if he said this was perfect then I guess this is the way a man thinks.
Later that night Lan and Atuse had a badge rewards at the school. I wasn't going to let them down and not be there. I am so happy that they got this far in school.
We all went to eat after. I was eating with Lan and she told me that something was very odd and that she can feel something is about to happen. My boyfriend was standing behind her and she said she will tell me later.
As soon as Atuse went in to get something to eat, Lan got up and told me that I need to go with her to talk about something very important.
As soon as I did, my boyfriends friend showed up again. Its like he was following us.
I asked him what does he want with my family. He did not give an answer. I was telling the kids to hurry up and get home. I didn't know what to think about any of this. But I don't need the kids scared.
Later that night I pulled out everything from under the sink. I counted everything and the days I have left to start my monthly. Lan told me he did something on purpose. I was thinking did she new what we did? Did she over hear someone say something?
I walk to my dresser. I seen an unopened condom still on the dresser. Was we not thinking or was we in a hurry? But I heard him say he has one. If this fails and with all the stress and a stalker, this isn't the good time to have a baby.
